Am I Being too Finicky?

At work I am supposedly getting my own office, I am moving up from being in the front to having my own office. Yay, I guess. I assumed that the would take place before they hired the new person but to my shock, they were hired before I could even get my new office.

The whole situation is a mess to be honest. I have been so overstimulated the past few days, and I do not want to be ageist. However, companies hiring people who are not technologically advanced is kind of annoying because I simply do not need the task of IT, with showing them how to use the computer system. Also, since I am up front I am extremely cramped up there, cause there are three people, yes THREE PEOPLE!!! In that one shared area. You can hardly move around and I keep having to move like a church mouse to do my own work. It is so annoying.

I got up from my chair maybe every thirsty minutes. Bizarre.

Being that uncomfortable, is insane.

People keep asking me if I am happy to be getting my own office, and no I am not. There’s nothing happy about getting more work of those who are incompetent. Why the hell would I be happy, what is there to celebrate, anyways? They also keep asking if I am getting a pay raise. Why would I? This place just hired three new people, why would I be getting a raise? More work does not equate to more pay the way how some people think. Even though it should, it won’t.

I have no gripe against the new person as well, however training someone in such a cramped space is weird and I am leaving for vacation soon as well. Like, to me the speedy hiring process was dumb and it should have been crafted better.

The longer I stay at this work place I truly feel as though I am losing myself. Like it was meant to be a job for experience but it draining me more than I expected it to.

Of course the economy has to be shit when I want to achieve my dreams in life.

Man I need a cold cigarette.